Teresa's Ponderings

 I stayed the same. I was worried about a gain, so I took off my socks when I weighed in and that's the only reason I didn't end up with a gain.  I've worked out hard this past week. I added in arm strengthening exercises because I have an all girls canoe trip in August and I want to make sure I'm in the best shape I can be for it. On the opposite days I am focusing on keeping my heart rate raised for long periods of time to train for multiple hiking days. I'd really like to tackle the SHT this fall.  We walked out to the pictographs after church on Sunday. It was rough walking because the top layer of snow has seen a lot of melting and freezing cycles, but I felt strong doing it. That's all for today. Catch up with you all next week 😘.

I'm beginning this blog on Monday, March 20. I wish I could bottle how I feel today and bring it out for a "sip" whenever I'm struggling or want to make poor choices. I woke up feeling stronger, both physically and emotionally. For the first time in weeks it feels as if I've lost some inches on my body. That's empowering. I've gotten more accustomed to the portion sizes with the Jenny Craig meals and I'm working towards being able to recreate a few aspects of the program as well as the portion sizes. It's too expensive to continue for very long.  Thursday Woke up early and went to workout. Today is a busy day and if I don't go first thing then I'm afraid I won't be able to get one in.  Working out and then weighing causes me to be heavier on the scale. I don't know why this is, but it's the oddest phenomenon. I still lost 1.2 pounds this week, even with weighing after working out. Pretty pleased with that. I'm still 4 pounds

 This week I focused on sticking to the Jenny Craig food and being active. I hit my step goal every day and even tried downhill skiing.  It really does feel better when I'm moving more.  I had to weigh in early today because my boss is on vacation so I'm working Thursdays until she's back. I'm pretty pleased with my 3.8 pound weight loss.  I'm not sure how long I will stay on Jenny Craig. I struggle with the types of food I'm eating, especially the amount of cheese, but it is definitely helping me to establish smaller, more frequent meals. I love that.  Next week's goal is to stay the course. ♥️

I haven't done so well since last December. With Curt's mom's death I just can't seem to get it together. I've managed to gain 4 pounds since the beginning of the year. I know why, I just need to turn my will power around.  This week I am beginning Jenny Craig. Tomorrow I receive my first set of meals. I'll still have to cook for Curt and the kids, but this will get my portions and snacking under control. The best part, I just have to pop something in the microwave and boom, done.  I had a wonderful time in Florida for my mom's birthday. I tried new foods and took walks on the beach every morning ♥️. Here's to better choices and more will power this next week. 😊